احببته من كل قلبي فجرحني
كنت اتمنى رضاه فقتلني
تملك من مشاعري فذ بحني
ويلي ما اصعب هذا الحب
آه ثم أه ثم آه
ومن كل عشق ذابح
ومن كل آه من القلب
عندما تكون من المحب
جربت الحب قبله وماتعلمت
نزف القلم
كم أتعبتها أناملي وهي تتعقبها بحثاً وتجميعاً من مخيلتي
أتدرون ماهي ؟!! إنها أحرفي البائسة الحزينة
التي من حين ولادتها بين مفرداتي وهي تشكو قسوتي واستعبادي!
تخطفها أناملي لتأسرها نثراً حزيناً يحكي معاناة أليمة وهموماً رهيبة .
كم أحس أن أحرفي باتت تهرب مني ! وتبحث عن ملاذ غيري.
أتعبها جلد قلمي الدامي وسوط فكري الجاني.
فبات تجمعها يحكي اجتماع الهم والحزن!!
وافتراقها يجسد شتات المشاعر والآلام!!
أصبحت أكره لحظات الكتابة لأنها بالنسبة لي لحظات أليمة وذكرى مؤرقة حزينة !!
لكن.. عزائي الوحيد.. أنه سيأتي يوم ينفد فيه ذلك الحبر قبل ان تنفد أحزاني .. حينه لن أجد إلا حبر دمي لأخط به ألمي ومعاناتي ....
حينها ستعلن أحرفي نهاية القهر والاستعباد !!!!
وتنكس فيها أعلام أيام الحداد !!!!
لان سجاناها قد البس الأكفان..... وودع الخلان ... وسارا مفارقاً كل الأحزان .... ووري التراب ...
وكأن ماكان لم يكن سوى سراب ...
فأضحى في عالم النسيان ..
نعم هذه نهاية دربي ..
فوداعاً لجسد رافق القلم وكان مع الناس ضاحكاً يبدى السرور..
وفي أعماقه صحائف ملائ بالآلام..
أبقاها في الوجدان طي الكتمان .....؟
تحياتي
محمد السورى
I loved it .......... Killing my heart I loved it with all my heart Fjrhani
I hope you're satisfied Afqatlna
Have feelings of avid Bhani
Here is what the most difficult and this love
Oh, and then, uh oh
From each Habib Mordant
It is all love Mabh
Oh, and all from the heart
When you are of loving
I tried love before and Matalmt
Bleeding pen
How Otabtha Onamla tracked a search and a compilation of my imagination
Do you know what?!! It's sad miserable literal
That when she was born between lexical, complaining Ksota and bonded!
Taktafha Onamla to be captured by the suffering of the prose tells the sad, painful and terrible worries.
How many felt that the literal escape me now! And others looking for refuge.
Otabha skin of my pen, and the bloody whip Think the perpetrator.
There has been collected by telling the meeting of the worry and grief!!
And embodies the diaspora Afteragaha feelings and pain!!
I hate to become moments of writing it for me moments of painful and haunting memory of the sad!!
But .. The only consolation .. That day will come when the ink is running out before it runs out Ahzana .. I find the time will not only my blood for ink drawing by my pain and my suffering ....
Then will announce the literal end of oppression and slavery!!!!
And degeneration of the flags of mourning days!!!!
Because Sjanaha may wear linen ..... And let friends or ... And Sara Mvariqa every grief .... Laurie and dust ...
As though McCann is not a mirage ...
So he became in limbo ..
Yes, this is the end of the Derby ..
Farewell to the body of the pen and was accompanied with the people shown laughing pleasure .. In shades sheets appropriateness pain ..
Kept it under wraps in the conscience .....? Greetings Syrian Mohammed
I hope you're satisfied Afqatlna
Have feelings of avid Bhani
Here is what the most difficult and this love
Oh, and then, uh oh
From each Habib Mordant
It is all love Mabh
Oh, and all from the heart
When you are of loving
I tried love before and Matalmt
Bleeding pen
How Otabtha Onamla tracked a search and a compilation of my imagination
Do you know what?!! It's sad miserable literal
That when she was born between lexical, complaining Ksota and bonded!
Taktafha Onamla to be captured by the suffering of the prose tells the sad, painful and terrible worries.
How many felt that the literal escape me now! And others looking for refuge.
Otabha skin of my pen, and the bloody whip Think the perpetrator.
There has been collected by telling the meeting of the worry and grief!!
And embodies the diaspora Afteragaha feelings and pain!!
I hate to become moments of writing it for me moments of painful and haunting memory of the sad!!
But .. The only consolation .. That day will come when the ink is running out before it runs out Ahzana .. I find the time will not only my blood for ink drawing by my pain and my suffering ....
Then will announce the literal end of oppression and slavery!!!!
And degeneration of the flags of mourning days!!!!
Because Sjanaha may wear linen ..... And let friends or ... And Sara Mvariqa every grief .... Laurie and dust ...
As though McCann is not a mirage ...
So he became in limbo ..
Yes, this is the end of the Derby ..
Farewell to the body of the pen and was accompanied with the people shown laughing pleasure .. In shades sheets appropriateness pain ..
Kept it under wraps in the conscience .....? Greetings Syrian Mohammed
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